100 Miles and Running

My feet are swollen up, my hands are frostbitten
Haven't done half the journey, but I feel like quitting
The pain hits so hard, I land on the concrete
My eyes so red, haven't got enough sleep
Don't even why I chose to travel this road
Choosing the path of the pain and the cold
The journey gets so hard, I silently pray to God
That the hurting inside me doesn't erupt and tear me apart
I feel like the only one out there, but there's more I can tell
That more people like me are living through this hell
I close up whenever someone decides to come close
No one to call, no one that I know
Physically dismantled and emotionally torn
Feel like I was cursed the day that I was born
Im digging my own grave; this is the road that I've paved
Falling deep into the darkness, too late for me to be saved
The clouds became dark, the sky disappears
The rain on my face, it looks like Im shedding tears
Envious at heart, one of my deadly sins
The pain is still hurting, like Im being stabbed by a lot of pins
Look at what I've been through, look through the eyes I see through
Most of you could never stand through the trial that I've been through
Or maybe I'm wrong, but its been so long
That I've been in a place where I felt like I really belong
I can't stop now, huffing and puffing
The final lap remains, 100 miles and running