My Secret

They all think I'm so happy
But I'm fighting to hide the truth
Too much they expect of me
And i have nothing left to prove
Slowly going insane
With the pain i feel inside
You can't bring me down
No, not this time
I accept the fact that your not mine
If i could I'd cut
I'd cut so deep,
I wouldn't even bleed
I just want to scream
I can't tell my true friends
From the fake ones
I don't know who to trust
But with this mask on my face
They forget my mistakes
Yet, I'm in last place
And there's nothing i can do
I'll never tell anyone
But i still love you