Keep Me

Keep Me

You keep me up at night,
As I think about the past.
When things felt perfect,
Our love felt like it would last.
You keep me from my work at school,
As I think about what we had.
I think about how happy you made me,
Even when life seemed so bad.
I think about our memories,
The ones we used to share.
You told me "1 love,"
You said you'd always be there.
As You tell me it's over,
It'll just be a waste.
My heart suddenly stops beating,
As your love turns to hate.
I thought 1 love meant forever,
You didn't warn me at all.
You'll change your mind,
And back to you I'll crawl.
For the millionth time you break it,
My oh-so tender heart.
Though each minute that passes,
I don't want to be apart.
You keep me from my concentration,
Of anything I do.
I wish that you loved me,
Cause I know that I love you.
So many memories,
With every song I hear.
Your voice comes into mind,
And for that moment, I wish that you were near.
You told me it was over,
We're done for now.
It isn't worth it anymore,
For me to be stuck here, wondering how.
How could you leave me,
After everything we've been through.
Together we were strong,
But I'm weak with out you.
My world tumbled over,
I lost my breath in mid air.
As you told me you doubted,
The words I once shared.
You called me a b*t*h,
You told me to leave.
You were so angry,
That you didn't care about me.
You said hateful things,
Suddenly with rage.
I'm sorry for making you,
Wait around and Stay.
I wanted you to stay around,
I couldn't let you leave.
If I knew how we'd end up,
I would have let you be.
So now that it's over,
And I'm here alone after all.
I just wanted to say sorry,
That you had to watch me fall.
I sat here thinking,
About how our future would be.
While you were out there,
Thinking about how it would be without me.
You told me you were moving,
It just wouldn't work out.
While I was sitting here,
Without a doubt.
That I'd love you
Till the end of time
No hurt or worries,
cause you'd always be mine.

By: Heidi
May 4 2006.