Betrayed

My heart screams in words of hate,
nothing matters nothing to await.

your words so weightless,
this pain is ageless.

an explosion of hate,

i'm trying to resist,
reality desists.

manipulative minds,

choking unbounded hearts.
breaking down, pick up the parts.

this blade hugs me with unbearable regret,
i cry inside, i'm already beginning to forget.

these scars, buried in glitter,
with past memories so hollow and bitter.

i'm held captive by chains
and endless rains

of blades and scars.
everything begins to fall, especially the stars

in your eyes, i once hid behind
searching for anything, i'm so confined.

its so hard to gain control when your so far going down,
i only cry now in hope that i might drown.

inner escaping,
my mind is gaping.

i can't seem to find myself,
i'm just another ghost haunting myself.

love is gray,
its become another cliche,
so dead so empty, just go away.

i'm not numb, i still have feelings,
Betrayal, yeah, I know the feeling,
Now watch as scornful words fall from an infinite ceiling.