She weeps by the red mirror

In the bloody mirror she stares at herself
she only has one person to blame
its happened this way over and over
it seems her life is always the same
she only gets the remains of life
while they get the whole chance to live
she shouldn\'t blame herself
there is no reason
please don\'t go back
she turns to the razor
its so shiny and sharp
she slices away all the flesh on her wrist
she tries to remember happy times
but she cant
she tries to stop crying
but its impossible
she wears a dress to his funeral
with long black sleeves
so no one can see
and begin to deceive
she walks up to him
she cant look into his eyes
she kisses his forehead
then begins to cry
she now has no one to turn to
because he is gone
as they close it she falls
they lower the casket into the ground
the girl feels like dying
inside shes screams but from her mouth
comes not a sound
they throw flowers
she walks away
not to live
not to see the next day