Take from me

Twilight hung deep in my lungs
the shadow of a million memories suffocated me

the words unspoken hung heavy on my heart , my soul aches for one more moment with you

alone in my dark place i imagine that which i held in my hands and was ripped away from me

there was another man who removed you from my life who too was in love with you

my intentions were too hold you with me forever, treat you like a delicate flower, but i too knew it was the midnight hour, and i was too find you alone in the cobblestone road

i wish you knew all the incosideration you put me threw
all the things i wish ya never knew how too do

as i look into the mist of the full moon and imagine what it would be like to have you look at me like that again, i feel the bitter cold

now im here and i feel the anger the pain the steam rising from my lips in the bitter rain

and i walk to you under the lamp light and take your hand n hold you close, you look at me with regret in your eyes

i tell you im sorry i ever let you let me feel this pain and turn your head away from me as i caress your neck

as i suck the life from your body i shed a tear , you were my lover i wanted you with me and i cannot have you with me the way i wanted

so i will have you inside me forever
as my lips leave your soft neck i lay you in the green pasture among the daisies , and walk home feeling a deep emptiness
i lay my coat on the floor and lye down and close my eys...and cry in utter agony, and whisper goodbye my sweet angel
and close the door too my coffin
whispoering under my breath
i may not be living , but i didnt deserve too have a stake driven into my heart

poem by michael