I'm alone,
waiting here to die,
no one cares,
now i sit in this dark,
clenching the bow he wore in his hair,
i yell and scream at my dad to get out,
"why Bubba, why did you leave me behind, i thought i was your friend, but no you leave me here,
drenched in my tears,
I'm sorry for yelling,
your ears must hurt,
or ur probably flirting,
with the girls in heaven,
well I'm coming soon,
you'll be by best friend again,
forever and all eternity,"
curled up in a corner waiting for death,
but death wont come till i pull that trigger.