The Suicide Note.

A note now read
was under her bed.
the last place she laid awake.
before all the tears
before all the fears
before she pushed her mama away
before she took that bottle and
pulled that trigger
and laid alone to die.
and that note underneath that mattress says,
dear mama and daddy I'm sorry forever please don't blame yourselves for what I've done.
so much is unsaid
and i couldn't take it and the best thing for me was to die.
so much has happened,
and all the good has turned to bad.
but please don't fret for I'm under this bed the place i last laid.