Goodbye forever

I cant stand it anymore
this crazy life of mine
i just want to go and die
then i might be fine
living in a lonely world
full of pain and tears
everything is coming to life
all of my most horrible fears
I want to die
there is no doubt about that
I want to be gone for good
why do people want to stop me
i would do it if i could
i hate myself more and more
as the days go on
who am i kidding
i cant do this
i am weak not strong
why are you and her together
see if i care
goodbye forever.