The Suicidal Note

She writes a suicidal note to end her pain and suffering.
For every lie a person told, she would begin another cutting.
Each memory she had was infest with sadness.
So, she wanted to end all the chaos and madness.
She would not let her sadness show,
and here is how the suidical note goes:

"Why is life turning into hell and hell turning into heaven?
My life has been crashing and burning before the age of seven.
I can't take this anymore, so I'll do what is right.
I'll commit suicide and end my dreadful life."

"I don't want to cry anymore in this world of sadness.
I just want to end all the chaos and madness.
With the knife I hold, make my suffering end.
It had truely become my one and only friend."

And so the note ended like this.
Now she no longer seems to exist.
She made a promise and kept the oath.
She followed the meaning of the suidical not.