Wake Up

Wake up to another day and realize that nothing has changed

go on with your routine because you cant let anyone know that something is wrong

going through the days laughing and smiling while inside your screaming and crying

you cant let anyone know your not strong

cant let it slip you need someone too

continue listening to everyone talk and wishing you could do the same

asking yourself is it worth it

is it worth the struggle of the hiding and the lying

it feels as if your going down a spiral staircase that is never ending

the rain is poring down and with it comes the weight of your life

you've given up

so you turn to the sharpness of life to take the sharpness of life away

the pain make the pain disappear like a flame makes a candle slowing melt away

you decide you cant take it anymore
then you feel the warm liquid pouring down your body

you realize your not going to wake up to realize nothing has changed
because your not going to wake up