Never Knew

I never thought I'd cut,

I never thought it'd be like this.

Yet this blade continues to slide,

Continues to cut open my wrist.

I always thought I'd be happy,

I never knew life could be that mean.

I always thought someone would be there,

I always thought I'd have a shoulder to lean.

But those scratches on my wrist,

They prove me wrong.

I always thought I'd get through it,

Thought I'd be strong.

But my wrists just gets redder,

As the bloods starts to flow.

I always thought I'd see it coming,

But this I'd never know.

Never thought my blood could be so red,

Never thought it'd be so exciting.

Never knew I'd get this low,

But this I should have seen.