Why its should be me the one who never knew the smile
why its should be me the one who always cry
why its should be me the one who live in he,s fears
why its should be me the one who always loss
why its should be this way
why life can,t give me a chance to survive
why always sadness follows me even in my dreams
why my sunny day should be a gray dark night
why that darkness can,t just let me away
why can,t that nightmare just leave me alone
why can,t they feel the pain that kills me inside
why can,t they understand the sorrows in my heart
why there is no one to stand in my side
if that what they call life please god let me die
thats true that the hill is red but its better than my blue life
so please pass me the knife and let me end my bullshit life
she,s answer was no so my one was suicide
