Mom I wish you could hold me and tell me it will be all right
You told me to be bold and to do what was right
But to night Mom I chose not to listen
Now I'm on lying ground
I hear the paramedics
A heartbeat was not found
I can hear you on the other side
"Don't cry Mom I'm right here,
There's nothing to fear."
Tell Daddy to be strong,
Tell them my entire story
Make it known
That to night is the night I will be last known.
They said it would be fun
They said it was cool
I had so much on my mind I guess I was a fool
It started out as a sip
And then it grew even more
We got in our cars and shut the door
At first it was 60
Then 60 became 90
We never saw the car coming
But now I see it clear
I might not have been driving but I still fear
I'm the one to blame
If I would have listened to you Mom
It shouldn't have ended this way
I had a life ahead of me
That shouldnâshoulde ended
All the little people I should have defended
I guess problems can drive you to drink
So Mom I'm sorry about the fight
I'm sorry that I did wrong
Please be strong
My death is coming near
And I don't fear
I'm glad the problems have gone away
I just want to say I love you
And I will miss you so.
Tell them that I didn't wantdidgo
Tell them I love them all
I'll wait for you
Whip your tears.
Goodbye.
