Sickness, Wish, Solution, and salvation

There's something inside me that grows,

And slowly takes my life away

Like its done to other's before me

An Operation must be reinforced in order to save it,

Even though a wrong move may take it too.

But why work so hard to keep me going,

If my sorrow is killing me slowly but surly

So why should i go on alive but dead inside

The Lord might have his reasons

Which we all don't understand.

I pray for my life to soon be gone,

Gone from this world,

Gone from this generation,

Gone and away from my depression that's got me so deep.

Help me Lord cause I'm not able to find the door to move on.

Take me away and let death be my solution and u my salvation.

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