There is so much that i fear
as down my cheek
rolls yet another tear.
inside myself i feel so weak.
every night i hold back my tears
try not to let you see my fears
i wish you understood or knew
all the pain you put me through
broken hearts and crying eyes
its mostly her that i despise
i really wish that she could see
shes not my mom will never be
now i start to wonder why
I\'m still believing all the lies
you say you love me that you care
when i need you you\'re not there
i guess you\'ll never understand
all the pain you put me through
now I\'m starting not to care cause
you can have her and she can have you.
...thats what she wants isn\'t it?
