Never ending pain

Just sitting here wanting to make scars, then everything comes to mind but then i keep thinking should i?? or should i not?? i decide not to but sitting alone thinking makes me really want to because of how my pain is endless. sitting in the dark thinking about how much stuff is screwed up and i can't fix, wishing certain people were gone, they make me miserable i just cant take this anymore. i wonder will my pain ever stop, thinking what's the point of living anymore, i have everything i could want but then there's another part of my life that i wish wasn't there. Somebody please stop this pain