Smuges of disgrace

When i lay down at night
you are all i think about
You are the only thing in sight
every time the lights go out

I pray everyday
hoping that one special day
comes faster
And that we will one day be

The thing that kills me most
is that "we" could never be an "us"
every night i cry my self to sleep
tears streaming down as i ponder

Wake up to mascara smudges on my face
look like a disgrace
But wishing you think i'm beautiful
And that you are thinkg about me as i think about you