Cheating?

I'm alone,
Never in the light.
Because I'm unsure,
And in a fright.
There's no one here,
To tell me it's fine.
I still can't see you being,
Anything but mine.
You leave again,
Alone and happy.
But you come back,
Ignorant and sappy.
Then you don't talk,
About where you've been.
I ask with another girl,
You say no with a grin.
So you had fun,
I'm glad I say.
Then you come to bed,
And you want to "play".
We do it,
Like nothing before.
But you tell me,
I don't want you anymore.

**This is when I thought my boyfriend was cheating but really it was my consious blaming him for what I had done. Stupid me...Well Comment!! Thanks Everyone! Christen**
~Written On: March 5, 2005.~