Blue Devils...

I'm waist deep in Hell
I'm head over heels in pain
My secrets I will never tell
My tears fall like rain

The world is going dead
My eyes are tinted with black
My thoughts are not safe inside my head
There is no turning back

My broken heart is my charm
The thoughts are taking over me
If only you could see my cut arm
You will never see what I have come to be

A mind so deep in fear
My life so untrue
I'm ruined with every fallen tear
Just be happy it's not you

A roller coaster of very ending thought
An invisible girl in the mirror
This is not the battle I have fought
Listen to my silent tear

My voice so quit I shout
My mind is the thing I must defeat
Within me I'm filled with doubt
The world I will never meet

A thought never right
A blood drop that turned blue
I'm led by this dim bright light
My life is so untrue

A touch of a hand
My unlocked fear
Listen to my silent band
My past reflected in the mirror

A twinge of a never restful sleep
The touch of sharp pain
My tears I'm sure to keep
My blood I must drain

A mind so scared to think
My heart so shattered I smile
My eyes to dry to blink
911 you must dial

A person so bright is dead
My heart will never be fixed
The blood is no longer red
Tears and blood have mixed

So scared for it to be true
A girl so scared I must run
I said to be happy it wasn't you
This life I can not finish...I'm Done!!!