Cheeter Cheeter is what i am

~! i know this may suck but give me a break i call this my "break out" poem because this is the first poem i have written to get out of my writers block of 3 months i would appreciate comments...!~

just leave me alone...
cause u know me,
leave me in the dark,
and throw away the key...
leave me with no air supply,
so i can stay here,
breathing in my lies...
give me up for dead,
just let me die....
i want to stay here and wallow in my web of lies...
as i sit here,
and i cry...
i feel sorry for myself,
but omg why??
i am not the one loving a girl that doesn't return...
i am that girl,
for how i cheated u in hell i shall burn...