As I sit here and think

As I sit here and think,
the thoughts pass through my mind,
as I wonder what to do,
and why am I so kind.

As I sit here and think,
it seems time passes by,
suddenly, it all becomes real,
and I start to cry.

As I sit here and think,
everything goes wrong,
I try to do whats best,
I want to be strong.

As I sit here and think,
life is the greatest pain,
and no one realizes,
I'm going insane.

As I sit here and think,
I try to hold on,
every things fading,
I want to be gone.

As I sit here and think,
one question passes by,
over the clouds in heaven,
or under the soil, shall I die.

As I sit here and think,
one light holds me back,
he holds me together,
when I almost crack.

As I sit here and think,
his love for me is strong,
but the light starts dimming,
the more this pain goes on.

As I sit here and think,
why do we fight,
this hurts us both,
we know every things not right.

As I sit here and think,
no one understands,
that I really do need him,
and want to be touched by his hands.

As I sit here and think,
the more we're apart,
the more I let go,
and the dimmer the light.

And as I sit here and think,
soon I will be gone,
then everyone will realize,
our love for each other was really that strong.