Becoming undone

I'm gonna let go now,
Say goodbye to everyone,
I enjoyed my life,
Really had fun.

But then it got rough,
And I started to fall,
It really got too much,
And I can't cope at all.

I'm loosing it slowly,
Have no idea where to go,
Can't find any point in living,
Feel so, so low.

My heart is completely shattered,
Raw with burning pain,
Body bruised and broken,
From this state I can't refrain.

Wrists scared and broken,
Skin red and worn,
My insides black and blue,
Everything tattered and torn.

My breath so shallow,
Face tear stained and white,
Mind tortured and lost,
Body too tired to fight.

My whole life destroyed,
Stolen and gone,
Lost in a past shadow,
That will lie forever wrong.

So I'm gonna let go now,
Say goodbye to everyone,
Because my life is now too much,
And now I will become undone.