I Will Never Ever Let You Go

The first time I met you,

You were just another kid in my grade.

I thought you were just another one of them,

Oh how wrong I must have been.

You'd talk to me, share with me,

Helping my wall to fade .

And the moment you knocked the last brick down,

I felt very different within .

That day you said we'll be best friends forever,

I was so glad.

That day I started a diary;

Knowing my life would change some how.

I wrote every memory shared with you,

The happy ones and even the sad.

I still have the diary,

I read and cry and laugh,

Right here and now.

Oh, how I miss those daysâ?¦

Remember the vow we made,

A promise just for the two of us?

We said we'll be friends forever,

Until our death,

Until our end.

We even made contracts;

Remember signing them on our lucky bus?

But what are they for,

Now that we broke our vow,

Will my heart be able to ever mend?

The day when you didn't show up,

For your own birthday party ,

Is one day I would never forget.

The day I rushed to the hospital,

Being informed about your health,

I prayed and begged , very dearly I have,

And held your hand so tight,

It felt like we were one.

But in the end you had to go,

So I let you free,

But did not let you go.

I still love you my best friend,

And you're still here,

Existing in my heart and my memories,

So I'll never,

Never, ever, let you go.