My Suicide

I'm bringing back my old habits
Taking out my sharp intstruments to play
There is no coming back this time
Death will cease this lifetime of pain

On my wrist I write my final goodbye
I won't be around for anymore tomorrows
My life ends here tonight
Sometimes you just need to know when to give up

Mommy and Daddy I'm so sorry
Please do not cry for me
It isn't your fault I have come to this
I created my own hell not you

Relief is overwhelming me
Darkness is beginning to take my life
I'm falling into this black abyss
On the news they say I'm just another suicide