The red rain

I lie behind my bedroom door
thinking of how i'm killed by my fall
and i dont' want to live at all
I'll slit my wrists
I'll let it flow with the rain
The red rain

It's warm and it soothes me
Like a bloody jacuzzi
All over my walls
Amazing I can even move at all
I slit my wrists
I put it in the rain
The now red rain

The pain makes me dizzy
Blood loss makes me queasy
Not quite out of it
I'll last a little longer after I slit
I drench in the rain
The bloody red rain

I go outside to say goodbye
Rain pours down over my eyes
I dance my death
Circling,circling
The ravens circling over my head in the rain
The bloody rain

I'll die today
Then they won't know
That the pain
Was enough to grow
All inside me
And all that feel
Is worth nothing
When I jump off the wheel
Into the rain
Rain I created
I bathe in the rain
And die
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