Why Have I Become This Way?!

Why have I become this way?
I change more and more everyday!
I try not to care a lot about what ppl say...
But I wonder just as much as they do about why i have become this way!
I don't think I will be okay...
I played a game I shouldn't have played!
Why the frick have I become this way?!
I used to be a good little girl and was always afraid...
I try not to act like this but I do anyways...
Why have i become this way?!
I wish I would have never started acting this way...
But the urges I have now just won't go away!
Again I ask! Why have I become this way?!