Well I have come to realize that the love of my life is not fading away.
But for now, all I can do is cry, and pray to god for him to send her back to me someday.
I thought I could go on and be with someone else, but I try and my heart just doesn’t feel right.
It has almost been 2 years now since she has been gone, and my heart is still breaking.
I know that when you love someone you sometimes have to let them go, and just have hope that they will return again.
I realize that for all my wrong doings this is the price I pay and I live with the pain everyday that passes me by.
I ask myself is it just me that misses her or what?
No I know my heart belongs to her, because I have taken time to sit and think and it is her that my heart burns for.
This feeling that I am feeling, is like something stabbing me in my chest.
All I can say is treasure and love the one that you love and care about, because when they are gone is when you realize everything.
Sometimes there will not be any turning back or that second chance.
From this day on I just sit and think and wait.
My heart is hurting so bad that I don’t even want to breathe.
God please send the love of my life back to me.
