Feelings of me

I hate my life
Someone just kill me
I cant take this anymore
I have no one to love
Nobody loves me
Shoot me in the head
I know I'm not worthy
I'm just a screw up
I can never do anything right
I really messed up this shit
my day into everlasting night
I'm sick of this life
Its too damn hard
I really cant take this any more
Just cut the cord
If you wont do it
I will do it my self
I will kill my self slowly
Its better for every ones health
I thought i was over this
but i guess i was wrong
My heart is still broken
and this live is too long
I will reopen the bruises
My cuts and my scars
and help me die
So long So far
I reach the end or my road
or where i will cut it short
I will end this pain
In my mind soul and heart