I tryed not to cry but the knife is by my side. why cant i just fly? i can cry and cry but the knife is by my side. why cant i just say "i need this". then all of a sudden i get really scared and i see my bath tub become to red i cant need this so i scream please someone help me. then i start not to stop see me and i stop breathing then i feel something on my chest and there i see one last time a guy that i can always see.and he saves me! now i know what true love can be. cause now i can see and breath all because of this guy that i know call my Babbie.
