Remember the Happiness?

I remember a time of happiness
But it all seems so far away
I want to go back to the kindness
That just seems to be missing today

Those days were so much brighter
Now only darkness surrounds me
I want my days to be lighter
And I want to just be free

The darkness is what I always feared
But now I invite it in
Can these feelings not be cured
Or will I always be stuck with in

I need to go back into the past
To live a happy life
Everything is just going to fast
And I've been stabbed by a knife

I have seen what life has in store
And there's nothing really there
The happiness they once promised is torn
And no one even seems to care

Bringing me here is just so cruel
Not to mention living hell
Am I just someone's little tool
So they can live and tell

Bring me to life again
When this cold ceases to be
Bring me to life again
When my soul can just be free

For I don't want to just remember happiness
I want to live it too
Until then I'll stay in this darkness
And wait for it to be threw