I was going to....

I was going to be a baby girl,
your always to keep
i was going to be your little girl,
so cute and pristine,
i was going to be oh-so-cute,
and pretend i was a queen,
i was going to start elementary school,
and learn my ABC's,
i was going to make you so proud,
by showing how smart i could be,
i was going to be a middleschooler,
and go to my first dance,
i was going to be the best i could,
and take advantage of every chance,
i was going to go to highschool,
and have my first boyfriend,
i was going to be on prom court,
and try to be the best i can,
i was going to be validictorian,
of my college graduating class
i was going to get married,
and have daddy walk with me,
i was going to have your grandchildren
your pride& joy to be,
i was going to have an amazing life,
almost too good to believe,
i was going to try the best i could,
to bring you joy each and everyday,
but so much for things turing out this way,
cause mommy got that abortion today.