Awaiting Deaths Arrival

I sat and awaited deaths arrival
There was no need I had no desire for survival.

I left the warmth behind
There was no hope anywhere for me to find

Anywhere had to be better than here
Soon I would have freedom from my fears

No more sad poems or songs to get me through
The pain of life would no longer ensue

The smiles were fake just lies you
No questions were asked, just for your sake

Peace I would soon find
Love of life does not bind

My life didnt flash before my eyes
Just memories and long for gotten lies

The pill bottle was open, broken and empty
id had my fill of life the end was nearly here

My eyes closed, I had no power all I saw was darkness
The starkness of my live was over

What melancholy bound me for I am still alive
I was found and they decided me, they should revive

I sat a while and awaited deaths arrival,
He never showed and I never got what I was owed

Peace didnt find me not even in my brief demise
So im stuck in life its a damn reprise.