Mum

What have u done
u lost us all just for a lil boy
i loved u so much
wishing that u would love me to
hoping u would ring
hoping i would see ya
but that went to hell
i hate the way u make me feel
i hate the way u talked to me
the way u made me feel alon coz of u and dad im not the same
i wont let anyone get to close
its hurting me everyday not to hear your voice
not seeing u makes me cry and wont to die
u is everything to me
ppl ask me y do i still love u
my brother have give up they dont wont u
its tearing me apart
there are so many things i wont to say
but i cant
coz of u i push the ppl i love away
i wont let anyone get close to my hart
coz im scared they will do the same as u
dad come bk so u went away
u hurt me everyday
the day will come i wont need you
the day will come wen i give up on u
like the ofters
i ant done nothink to hurt u
dad says i do thing like u
the way i act reminds him of u
all i wont is to see u and here ur voice

tis is a poem to me mum she choose her toy boy over her kids and ledt us