Time to deal

I know life has its obstacles and your suppost to learn.
But what are u suppost to do when everything stops to turn.

Everything all of a sudden stops and goes wrong.
When you don’t know what to do or how to stay strong.

You start to break down bit by bit.
It feels like you turned around and all of a sudden got hit.

Hit by a train of defeat.
Getting hit is a constant repeat.

God starts to test you to see if you can handle the pain.
Or if you will just give up and go insane.

I know gods testing me at this very moment in time.
Seeing if I can be strong and keep my thoughts in line.

One after another seeing if a can deal.
Teaching me that life is actually real.

I want to prove him wrong.
To show him that I might be a girl that may break down but I can stay strong.