Unfair

I miss you so, I will probably never let go
The heart ache still hurts but it comes in sort of spurts
Like if I see some one with there best friend i just want my life to end

I wish I never did that dumb thing with the knife, cause now your no longer in my life
I think it's unfair that I can't be there
Remember i was suppose to come to visit you and yanni too, we use to get excited for when you moved back home, and your how we would talk over the phone

Remember we use fight cause you spell mum mom, I promise I did it for fun
You were my closest friend some one who would be there till the end
I comforted you when you cryed, and when I said I was happy you were going back to America I lied

I should of told you every thing when I had the chance now I'm alone and I can't call you on the phone
I wish I got the chance to say good bye, but I did see you you had a tear in your eye

Life never turns out right, especially when I left cause we had just had a fight
I'm so sorry, but please don't worry