Mental

Just cause I have a mental disorder doesn't make me crazy, people who think that just make my life more hazy
I do feel sorry for myself some times I won't lie, it makes me cry cause I do try
But no matter how hard I try to be happy, it always turns out crappy

I don't have friends any more after I did some stupid s**t, but I probably will never fit
At night in bed I lie always asking god why?
Dieing to fit in,begging to fit in, feel like a sardine trapped in a tin

Thank god for this web site, this probably sounds weird but I dream about writing at night
Writing is how I express how I am feeling, after so much therapy it's my minds way of healing

I'll always have my mental illness no matter what I do, but deal with I'll have too