Forever thinking...

by Jenna Balkin   May 18, 2006


At 4 in the morning,
she stares at the fire...
Dancing flames burning,
her only inspire...

She thinks about,
what it is she'd done wrong...
Her boyfriend keeps lying,
and her best friend has gone...

'How come this keeps happening?
what's wrong with me?'...
A reason for his cheating,
she just couldn\'t see...

'Am I to immature,
to understand something?'
'What did I do,
cause I cant think of nothing...'

'So why did you two-time me?
Why did you choose it?'
'Is it our relationship?
Did you want to lose it?'

'Did I offend you or something?
did I say something bad?'
'About my teddy Jojo...
did that make you mad?'

'I know it was lame,
but thats just who I am...'
'I like to be lame,
so I do it when I can...'

'Please tell me what it is,
that I did to you baby...'
'Was it something I wrote,
in that first letter maybe?'

'Im sorry,
I just like to express how I feel...'
'I was happy,
cause I thought my broken heart wouldn\'t heal...'

'But knowing your secret,
it snapped into four...'
'I didn't think I'd have to do this,
shit anymore...'

'I love you,
and you said you love me in reply...'
'You never bothered to tell me,
your secrets and lies...'

So she sits here now,
staring at the flames...
Thinking to herself,
who is to blame?

'Is it my fault,
is it hers or is it him?'
Each of us carry,
a secret buried within...

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