Hard to say goodbye

Its almost time to say goodbye
Its SO hard not to cry
its like "we" were meant to be
except I can't have you, and you can't have me
its gonna be different without you to talk to
I dont ever want what we got to be through
no more emails or anything....just memories
of what we could be
Im gonna miss you ALOT
noone will ever take your spot
hard 2 beleive a years done gone & passed
& its time to face the last
I wish we would be together
alswayz and forever
but that\'s not the way God wanted it to be
right now he don\'t want you to have me
you may not care
but I\'ll alwayz be there
so when its time to say goodbye
I wont tell you \"I feel like I could die\"
altho I could
and probably would
but you\'ve helped me along
and told me to be strong
I love you Mr.EAR
I hope your alwayz near
I\'m gonna miss you like hell
as you can tell

This is about a guy I like....altho he already has a g/f and everything...I wish I could have him but I can't...and I just hope he's happy...and maybe one day we'll be able to be together.....but in like a year or so we wont be able to talk that much b/c he's almost graduatin so :(

Megan:)