Letter for god....

I remember when I was seven years old
I went to church ever Sunday
I prayed to you every night
To make sure things are o.k.

I remember my tenth birthday
I got a specially made bible for me
Special spots were marked
Spots for the hidden money

Then I hit fourteen, one day
Tragedy struck me painfully
I learned my daddy had to leave
To fly away on a plane

Every night he was gone I prayed
For him to safely return
But that didn't happen
Everyday I mourn

When I turned fifteen in December
Addiction over took my body
I prayed for your help every night
But you didn't help me

I learned my friends were dieing
My family no longer speaks to me
I choke on tears as I pray
Sometimes I cant breathe

Now im sixteen, I no longer pray
Every time I called you didn't help me
Now I have no life and nobody to love me
So thank you god, thanks for nothing.