My heart begins to pound
My eyes fill with tears
My body tremors
and all is red
My rage explodes
with fists of fury
bones shatter and blood pours
from my trembling hands
I scream from within
but no one can feel my pain
So I start the downward spiral
I want to rip through my flesh
and tear our the pain
there is too much suffering
and no one to talk to
I crawl inside
like a baby in the womb
to try to deal with my problems
no one comes in and I can't come out because I am driven back
by the fools who put me here.