A hard goodbye

So many days we spent just hanging out
it didn't really matter where we were
or who was with us
because we always had fun
just being together

i think back as i write this
and begin to tear up
for everything we used to do
we can't do anymore
and boy is that hard to face

i know we're still buds
for nothing could change that
but now that you're gone
i don't really know what to do
i am so lost

i get scared I'll be replaced
and i hate to think that's true
nobody here could ever take your place
but i sometimes think someone could mine

i know that soon
you can come visit
but it doesn't like soon enough
i watch the clock to count down the days
until once again we just hangout

so anyway here goes
something i couldn't do
I'm saying this to you
and hope it's not true
a hard goodbye