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I wake up to sunrise and a brand new day,
Itâ??s a new beginning the past fades away.
Iâ??m with my friends,
And there are problems no more,
I feel relaxed and no longer insure
But as the day fades I get insecure and feeling safe is no longer no more.
I look up to the sunset and begin to shake,
Thereâ??s a scarf round my neck and I canâ??t shout â??rapeâ??.
I cry because I feel dirty,used and upset,
But I am reminded its not over yet.
Used as a punchbpunch bagwn to a wall, I curl myself up into a ball.
I tell myself over to call the police,
But his fathers a cop-name is Reece.
Iâ??m told its all over I can go to bed,
Memories of mum go round in my head.
She knew he was violent and wanted to leave,
Heard her packing her bags shot her and framed Uncle Steve.
Iâ??ve wanted to tell someone but I am too scared.
Its alright now the sun has just risen,
Yesterdays forgotten and wont be forgiven!
My friends are what keep me living and sain,
If I didnâ??tdide them id be dead not in pain