You're Fading Away

This is impossible
I can't do it anymore.
I get hurt,
Everytime I thought you cared.
It's just not worth it
I can't even have a conversation with you
Without thinking how much you've changed
And how much you've hurt me
And how there's so much you don't know.
Missing you when I'm standing right next to you,
Makes me hurt so much,
Knowing it will never be the same
I find myself thinking of you at night,
And I wish you would just take the time to really see me.
You have affected my life so much
In the best and worst ways.
I can't imagine losing you,
But I know nothing lasts forever
And you have to let people go
No matter how much you want them in your life.
Things change
And I may not see it now,
But it's for the best
Deep down I know
If you ever care enough,
You'll find a way back into my life.