My body going numb, like Ecstasy has begun- i lose control. Emotions build, like cities so constant. I plea with god to stop this obsession, like an addict I'm totally fixed. Now the grief comes in a mist, its hard to see through but that you knew. With all i have lost i think about a future without you and my heart sticks like glue. And pretending to scream you realize nothing will leave.
