No one knows

I start one day
i live to the next

i want to leave
i want to die

i never want to see
that stupid blue sky

i see you there
laughing at me

i know how you feel
but you are still free

free from the pain
free from regret

knowing that this life
you have done your best

i know i haven't
and its not fare

that i haft to life
and no one can care

I'm all alone
in this big world

what do i do
i know what to do

i will remove my self from your memories

no one will know me
no one will care

i will have the courage to leave
and no one will even know I'm gone

it'll be as if i never existed
and thats all i ever wanted in the first place.