So many eyes.

So many eyes left closed,
to all of the pain held inside.
im the first to admit it,
well yeah...i lied.
im not okay, ah no i wont be fine,
this isnt nothing and it wont fade with time.

so many eyes left closed,
to all of the thoughts i hide.
well what did they expect?
um, of course i cried.
if it wasnt their fault, then who is to blame,
if they tried hard this time, why did it happen again?

so many eyes start to open,
just not very wide.
how come the have never noticed,
hmm, maybe this time they tried.

so many eyes start to close,
oh, the curiosity died.

so many eyes stay closed,
...because i lied.