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I lie underneath the stars,
Not wondering where you are,
Having the peace of mind
That i feel every time
I know you have some other family to come home to.

I don't feel it anymore,
The pain I used to feel
When i discovered it was real.
You left us, You did!
Left me alone in my crib,
For my mom to come home
And realize she was alone.

There is nothing there,
As much as you want it,
Our relationship is bare.
What is your definition of a father, anyway?
A check in the mail?
Mine is someone who cares,
Who's been there
For me and my family.

Now, all of a sudden you want in!
Like somehow we can be friends.
Its a game to you isnt it?
Where have you been the last thirteen years?
To dry my tears,
To tame my fears?
You were working a job halfway across the world,
Yet you still think of me as your little girl.