Everythins changin nd it hurts me inside
years of this measurd in tears that iv cryd
i look bak in wonder at how it used to b
see how u formd nd then tried to break me
u built me up high with self esteem nd self worth
made me feel part of sumthin speical on earth
bt the way i feel now with ur cold comfort ways
is enuf to place hate in my gaze.
bcuz of the memories bcuz of the past
i find it upsets me that this did nt last
there were ppl that made me experienses to
but now al thats gon...nd theres nothin i can do
i cant get over the pain!!
the way that i feel it agen nd agen
wat is it that makes me keep goin bak???
wat is it that hurts me so much that i crack????
each week i go back there nd hope it might change
that the new ones wont luk at me like im strange
fr enjoyin maself nd the way that i think...
i turn up instantly ma heart starts to sink
