Looking at my reflection i see a different face
the Innocent girl i used to be disappeared with out a trace
love made me do a really crazy thing
there was this guy we had a little fling
he changed me in a way could not see
sum how i cud not disagree
he basically controlled me in everything i did
i was so ashamed i ran and hid
i had to talk to sum one , i needed to get it out
i told my best mate what it was about
i cant believe my girl lied , she said she'd never tell
i just wanted to scream and yell
o why did i make such a big mistake
i just want to brake
i cut my wrist to ease my pain and regret
i couldn't get out i was just so upset
i have no one now I'm all alone
i had to stand tall on my own
i am so sorry to whom i have hurt and caused pain
i don't know why i did it , i dint gain
i lost you ,my friends, my school , all cause of one boy
what happened i did not enjoy
it was forced upon me
by that dumb guy we call dopey
o how i would kill just to talk to you like i used to
i know that wont happen i wouldn't if i was you
now everyone knows i actually feel better
everyone knows the real me and somehow I'm braver
then 1 day sum1 believed in me and for that i thank you
u will always be my baby boo XXxXXxXXxXXxXX
